the diabolic #1
Nemesis is a Diabolic. Created to protect a galactic Senator’s daughter, Sidonia. There’s no one Nemesis wouldn’t kill to keep her safe. But when the power-mad Emperor summons Sidonia to the galactic court as a hostage, there is only one way for Nemesis to protect Sidonia.
She must become her.
Now one of the galaxy’s most dangerous weapons is masquerading in a world of corruption and Nemesis has to hide her true abilities or risk everything. As the Empire begins to fracture and rebellion looms closer, Nemesis learns that there is something stronger than her deadly force: the one thing she’s been told she doesn’t have – humanity. And, amidst all the danger, action and intrigue, her humanity might be the only thing that can save her, Sidonia and the entire Empire…
Publisher: simon and schuster books for young readers
Publication Date: november 1st 2016
Death, Attempted Rape, Murder, Self Mutilation/Harm, Torture, Forced Drugging, Rape, Animal Abuse
Rereading this book, I know this isn’t a perfect book and there are a fair amount of problems, but damn this was entertaining.
In a world where Diabolics are created and chosen to protect their master, we start with Nemesis, who is the protector for the Senator’s daughter, Sidonia. But when the Emperor invites Sidonia to his ship with the intentions of keeping her hostage for her father’s actions, Nemesis takes her place instead.
First things first, the first half… was a little slow. Yeah, I was invested in learning about Diabolics and the beginning flashback was interesting and horrifying at the same time. They gave her no choice in loving Sidonia. And while I believe over time she grew to genuinely love her, she never started out with a choice… and that’s scary.
But the world building was kind of confusing. Getting the layout of the spaceship they’re on and even when they land on a planet, left me confused. It was only one scene in which I could fully see where they were clearly, but that may be a personal thing. It just felt kind of stifling, being on this confusing layout.
There’s a fair amount of drug abuse and drugging people and an attempted rape, which I didn’t know how that added to the plot. It was mentioned how all of the elites used drugs, but it didn’t really advance the plot except for the attempted rape scene, which in turn primarily added to learning about Nemesis’ character more.
Speaking of Nemesis and the characters, I liked them, especially Nemesis. She’s in no way a good guy. She stayed true in her motivations, whether in the name of love or otherwise. And watching her find out she has feelings and humanity was great: she deserved it. The relationships she made was so interesting: her dynamic with Sidonia (especially towards the end), with Tyrus (who though I really like together, something feels really off) and the people she met and talked to on the ship. The side characters were forgettable; I do wish they were fleshed out a bit more and didn’t rely on their interactions with Nemesis.
Spoilers for a side queer character
I don’t understand Sidonia’s death. She confesses her romantic love for Nemesis, all is good… and she dies… let’s not call it queerbaiting, but…
I did have an issue when I went back to re-read this: Nemesis’ journey of finding her humanity is correlated to love. Her love for Sidonia and Tyrus. For the dog she adopts. And as soon as a certain incident happens in the end… my point is proven right and she relapses. I have high hopes for book two and a lot of guesses for the future plot.
We’re doing something different: ever since I found out there was going to be a book two, I have had so many predictions… some of them may be spoilery, so I’ll keep them hidden.
- Tyrus actually killed Sidonia
- Which means revenge
- And a new love interest
- It’s not like I don’t ship them… it’s that evil side of me
- But that doesn’t mean I know how that’s going to go down
But other than that, this was really good. The twist and turns and romance and our main character… it all made for a really fun read.